This is becoming ridiculous.

I can't sleep. Not so unusual, aye? The thing is, I haven't been able to sleep for weeks. Not at night, anyway. And I've overslept a lot, and ditched a decent amount of classes to catch up. It hasn't been too big of an issue, though it's been annoying as hell. Why am I only complaining tonight, you ask (not really, since you're all goddamn fucking asleep by now, but pretending to be asked a question makes me feel less alone in my insomnia, so there)? Tomorrow's my first exam. A very important exam, making up an entire grade on its own. I have to get up in about four hours to make it to that exam in time.

I have a theory that I've become accustomed to sleeping when, and never unless, there's something important I should stay awake to do. That's quite a plausible theory, judging by how I sleep my way through all my assignment deadlines. So I've been trying to think of things I should be doing for hours. Finally I threw all my jeans in the washing machine. If I don't stay awake to hang them up or to put them in the dryer, I'll have no dry jeans tomorrow. It's idiotic, I know. But hey, if I show up at my exam with wet jeans tomorrow, we'll know that it worked.

And here's an illustrating picture of a complete stranger's possibly comfy bed, simply because said bed has fancy lights and an Asking Alexandria poster. 'night!

You're never really done for, as long as you've got a good story and someone to tell it to.

You know those days when you wake up and everything feels right, and you're unexplainably in a wonderful mood? And then by the end of the day you wonder how the fuck you could have been so happy that morning? Yeah, today was one of those days.



I'm gonna go drown myself in blankets and pillows now. Cheerio!

I've been alone here, I've been afraid, my dear,

So. I barely ever write and just might shut down this blog one of these days. But I'll keep it for now.
Anyway, I'll do another music recommendation. And the band I'll recommend this time iiiis... *drumroll* La Dispute. Their music is a mix of screamo and poetry, but also so much more. The singer has a really unique voice, and you'll either love it or hate it. It's an aquired taste I guess, but I love them.
Some songs to start your La Dispute loving life would be:
-Andria
-Such Small Hands
-Said the King to the River
-Fall Down And Never Get Back Up
-The Last Lost Continent

Gotta have some pretty pictures with fancy quotes from some of my favorite songs:

La Dispute - Said the King to the River, aka the song I'm currently playing on repeat.


Oh, and also I'm moving back to the states for a couple of years. 'night!